what weekend

what has happened to this weekend? i spent the day doing hair for a wedding and then attended the wedding, came home and crashed. I woke up and the whole day was gone. what happened to my weekend. Sunday is my day for relaxing before starting the week again but now I get to do laundry and clean up the mess the kids made today while i was gone. I am so looking forward to next weekend. Dan and I are spending the weekend together for our anniversary. We are staying at a motel on the other side of town and spending the day christmas shopping and just getting back to basics and spending time with each other that seems few and far between lately. Somedays I wonder how everyone does this on their own without someone else to hold your hand. I am so thankful that I have someone to hold my hand. The kids are great as long as they have a football and someone to watch them. i can do that part as long as they don't expect me to play too often.
I do have something to tell everyone out there but don't know if I am ready to admit this out loud to the world. I am told that it will help me but I don't want your sympathy or pity or anyone looking down on me. I am going to have to put somemore thinking into this before I actually post it but I hope to be able to let you all in on my horrible secret. Now don't let your mind start to wander on the worst thing possible but it is definately something I am fighting, with. Maybe next time I post. Most of you may already know what I am talking about and just have kept it to yourself. so until next time. me and the family are signing off